Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Heart Breaking.

i feel like life isnt worth living anymore.

i realized that i really enjoy being home alone. when everyones home, theres no peace. and i hate that. with people around me at home, i get bossed around. non stop. and honestly, im sick of that.

i seriously hate exams. not just school exams, but any other exam that is, well, an exam. its so pressuring and depressing. theres nothing happy about it.

im seriously thinking about not using my phone for one whole day. ive been texting alot. well, sorta. but its honestly boring to just study and not text. i need entertainment! D: and texting keeps me awake. :D. kinda. ._. i was texting aslene yesterday. while reading dr jekyll and mr hyde. on my bed :) . and all i did was drop my book on the floor. and i fell asleep ._. im sorry. i was really exhausted. and actually, i still am.

so yeah, sorry aslene, for the really late replies! D:

i hate myself. i really do :\
because?
im going to fail all my subjects.
im short tempered.
im uh. short. im a girl. its excusable.
im freaking unfriendly.
and ofcourse, im too much of a chicken to kill myself. no, that doesnt mean i want anyone to do it for me. i think id rather die by the hands of. ._. mine.

jekyll is pronounced as... jekyll. you know? like, JEH-KEY-LLLLLL. there really isnt any other way to pronounce it, hannah. :)

and kent, i know im short. im not sorry i cant grow any taller. because i dont mind my height. ._. im not THAT short. right? .__. RIGHT? ):

i ought to go and study science now. ._. gotta study bout the HEART :\







hello. :)
i miss saying that to you. alot.

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