False Hope.

things lately have been very hectic for me. i tend to lose my mood every once in a while.


marissa said that she would come to my house through the fridge to make sure i'm happy. that question totally makes sense now.

an attacking fridge? yeah. only if it could walk. i wouldn't have to go downstairs to get food to eat anymore. such convenience, no?


i do not want to die choking on a chip. at the age of 17-27. that's just scary.

do you wanna know whats scarier? shenghao. why? i don't know. he just is.
sorry, i don't hate him. why should i?

i am severely lacking sleep. i'm stressing myself out to stay awake. but i just can't.